so yesterday was amazing... i finally found out what my surprise was, and what i was thinking had been right all along.

dave had planned a picnic for me. he made peanut butter and jelly sandwichs, which i had never had before so it was my first picnic and first pb&j sandwich all in one day. he brought me my one of my favorite flavors of vitamin water, and gave me a rose when i got to his house before the picnic. so, we ate lunch and then we went on the swings for a little bit. and i asked him what was on his mind and he said i'd find out later. so after going on the swings we went to get ice cream @ baskin robins, where he asked if i'd like to go out with him and... of course i said yes.

im pretty excited. yesterday was also my dad and stepmom's 12 year anniversary so thats pretty cool. i had work today, ick. it was me, patty, chris and katie. we were done a little after 7 so i got to go see dave after.

this week was pretty awesome. a lot of firsts. first beach visit of the year, first picnic, first peanut butter and jelly sandwich... all shared with Dave.

Current Location: my bed.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: her space holiday.

nothing new has really happened in my life. except...

a. i met a really awesome boy... his name is Dave && he makes me smile, alot.
b. i'm officially a student at Kean. i registered && scheduled for classes this past saturday.
c. i crashed my car in january... and its still not fixed to look all pretty again.
d. i started my diet again on thursday, i lost over five pounds already.

it was gorgeous today. i woke up thinking i had overslept because it was so sunny outside my window. school flew by today. i went down to point pleasant with Dave after school. we sat on the beach and the pier for about an hour. i had never done that anymore but it was definitely an enjoyable first time experience. then we got taco bell and i fell asleep on him for like an hour. then we watched tv and stuffs until i went home.

saturday he has "something special planned for us." i can't wait to find out. no one's ever planned any surprise like this for me... he wont in and telling me either. the only thing i know is that it involves peanut butter and jelly sandwiches... so i have my ideas but i dont wanna get all set on them incase its not what im thinking. whatever it is though he says i'm gonna be really happy after it. like i said he's really awesome.

i registered at kean saturday. i have every friday off. my earliest class is @ 9:30 but thats only monday and wednesday. i'm hoping i can get exempt from it with my AP test. i also have like 3 hours of math those days too. ick ick ick. i should've actually made an attempt on my placement test, lol. im not taking any design classes yet, i wanna wait til spring for that to make sure that that's what i wanna do. i'm taking the "transition to kean" class in the summer. it's every tuesday, 9am to 12:20, for six weeks.

nothing else exciting, plus im tired.

peace out.

Current Location: bed.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: brand new.

so... traffic on the turnpike = lame. i drove to kean and it was a pretty slow crawl from my exit until the exit which i had to get off at (13). so i was one of the first people there today, as usual. i sat in the room for atleast thirty minutes. then there was a speaker. there was one other girl there who got the merit scholarship i got, she too was there for interior design. so we both went to intro to interior design. then we waited in the rain for some stupid tour that wasn't telling me anything so i did a self guided tour.

after that i went to my mommy's house. got lunch. took a nap. went out and did my thing.

today was pretty fun, i suppose.

i have to write a paper for AP english, i'm not in the mood to.
i'm also not in the mood for work tomorrow.
i'm not in the mood for school tomorrow.
in college i am not having any 8am classes.
i wanna aim for 11:30 and later.
hahah with my studio classes, i know that probably wont work out.
if thats the case i only want one or two early days a week.

so update on my diet:
- i lost like 8 pounds.
- i wanna lose between another 10- 20 pounds.

Current Mood: blah

.december 8th.
i didn't have to actually go to school for classes because im on student council and we were doing the toy drive. we went to toys r us and bought everything with jen k., gizzle, alex, steph, gogo, kush, and j.
shawn and i together had infant through three year olds. it was pretty easy... quite a good time. then we went to ruby tuesdays.
i had work... i got out by 11. mad tired, yo.

.december 9th.
work work work.
i went in at 9:30. i was supposed to stay til 6 but chris let me leave at 4:30. i ended up walking around the mall with mike for his break.
then went to see the holiday and went to ruby tuesdays yet again.
ruby minis = <3

.december 10th.
work. work. work.
yes, im beginning to not enjoy having to go in, im just so tired.
i enjoy my paychecks though so i cant complain.
the safe of the door blew off.
chris let me leave early, again.
i went home at 4:30 instead of 5:30.

.december 11.
more work.
shawn came to visit me, yayayay.
a certain someone gave her a dirty look.
the looks need to stop or theres gonna be a problem.

.december 12th.
school felt like it lasted forever.
i wanted to get out because i had plans after school.
it was good to have a carefree do what i want not have to worry about work or school kinda day.
let's just say today was fantastic.


tomorrow is student for a day at kean. yay!!!
...yeah, i'm a dork...

Current Location: snuggled up in my bed.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the capricorns.

o man, I'm at school and I don't wanna be here.

I'm beginning to hate first period, for more reason than one.

so starting tomorrow no more poptarts. oatmeal instead. so tomorrow is the official start of my diet. which kinda sucks cuz its the holiday season and yadayada but whatev. I'm hoping I actually stick to it. blahhhh. okay I'm done discussing starting a diet, but I'm sure I'll discuss my progress on here.

I'm starting to feel as if I'm losing people close to me and first period is a constant reminder of that. it pretty much sucks.

work was beat yesterday, I left at 8. I felt like shit so my dad was like make sure you leave at 8 or there's gonna be a problem, you're there too much.

no diana at work yesterday. mike was there for less than an hour while I was there. rena and tj didn't come in either...it was all around sadface.

so I clocked out at 7:48. I was ten minutes late coming back from my break. I felt sick the whole time. killer migrane (sp?), stomach hurt, I was a mess. I fell asleep almost as soon as I got home. I got woken up at like 12:50, by a phone call, and fell back asleep by like 1. then I woke up at 3:46 and thought it was time to go to school and was like damn. but I went back to school.

now when I go home, I'm cleaning my room and ordering a salad. then I'm going to sleep. for atleast a nap, haha.

perhaps, I'll write more later when I have an actual computer.

Current Location: room something or another.
Current Music: noneee

well, i haven't updated since before thankgiving... so let me make this a good update.

thanksgiving wasn't exciting. i got up around noon. so, that means i missed the thanksgiving football game, damn. we lost anyway. then i had to drive my sister to dinner. we stopped at my mom's && then went to my grandmothers. we stayed til like 6ish and then we went home.

black friday wasnt as bad as i thought. i got up at 4:55 && was at work by 5:30.
the store got messy, very messy. i left at 2:29. came home took a 45 minute nap && went off to the show at starland. i was supposed to go with jasmine but due to our lack of speaking i went with amanda. it was her first concert ever. we were front row the entire time with annoying young girls behind us. i loved the show nonetheless.

black saturday && sunday. boring.

monday, tuesday, wednesday. boring. i had work && school everyday.

thursday. no work. good day. parent teacher conferences, didnt go.

friday. no work. payday. out with diana manny && mike vence. it was fun. we chilled at diana's. went to best buy && the outback... hmmm getting a tv into my backseat with a bunch of people in my car was interesting.

so i started my new years resolution early, but last night && this morning i screwed it up.idk i'm good on diets at first && then im like ehhh.... but since this morning im not gonna be ehhh anymore im going back to the good state.

i go to kean on december 13th for student for a day... i haven't gotten any confirmation letter or anything so im a little concerned. idk... i called them yesterday and left a voicemail... if i don't hear anything by wednesday im gonna call them back. hopefully i hear from them before that.

hmm... by good update i meant "okay". idk i have to leave for work in a few so perhaps i'll write a better one after if not i'll just start updating more often.

Current Location: blankets.
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: nice & blue, pt.2 by mewithoutYou.

animosity in the work place is just ridiculous.
animosity is quite a strong word but im starting to think that its the proper term to use for this situation.

i was supposed to close with mike tonight but he ended up opening.
that right there probably just added to all thats happening inside the store.
anyway, i closed with tori.

nothing happened in school.
im indifferent about the day there.

im probably gonna go into work early tomorrow since diana and mike get out at 4 and im scheduled for 3:30.
that just isnt enough time together before thanksgiving!
especially since i get out of school early tomorrow and i have the
i have to start thinking of something cute to get them for christmas.
hmmm.... one day i have off, after december first, im going to dedicate it to xmas shopping.

mike, diana, and i all have off on the first.
we're gonna do something together.
it'll be a good time.

i still have yet to make my lists for xmas shopping and wanting.
wow, i need to get on that.
its strange how its getting close to christmas.
for some reason to me it feels like it's either already passed or we're no where near it.

ps. i have no idea how the day thing on this works because its wrong right now and in 24 hour time its probably gonna come out to am but it is definitely in the evening. hahahah.

Current Location: snuggled up in the usual spot.
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: philip is humming again.

so i hate sundays that dont feel like sunday.
i had work from 10:30 to 8, we ended up getting out at about 8:30.
i got to take my hour break with diana, yay.
we had practically EVERYONE from our staff working that day.
im still not enjoying the stolen glances by a particular someone to a particular few.
amy got "gnomeslapped" by diana.
we went bowling after.
it was fun but im not the best bowler out there.

.monday.
school was lameee as usual.
i can't remember anything exciting that stood out.
shawn was absent, sadface.
today was my day off from work but diana wasn't feeling well; i took her shift.
i work the rest of the week except thursday too.
my paycheck should be good.
i still havent made my lists of what i want and what i have to buy.

i decided on my new years resolution, but im sure i'll start it before than.
i wanna like get on a diet and stick to it.
this way i lose the freshman fifteen and a few extra before i have a chance to gain it.
haha

Current Location: where i always am during these posts.
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: magics in the make up, by no doubt.

wow, I hate being up this early on the weekend.

well, yesterday was kinda ehhh.
I hate when people can't take constructive criticism... especially when I'm nice about it. I guess its just me, but I think its rude to flat out walk away from someone when they're trying to tell you something for your own benefit. hmmm... that's little girls for you. it makes me even more mad when the person mentioned seems to fancy a close friends significant other... that just won't be tolerated.
work was alright, after that. my register was for some odd reason 3 dollars and something cents short, I don't know how that happened. lameeeee.

I have so much human phys and pysche homework to get done. I'm supposed to go bowling with kids from work, but I'm not sure I can with all this work to get done. I'm gonna bring my books to work to try and get it done, but who knows.

there was a meteor shower last night, I couldn't see it.

well, I have to finish getting ready for work, perhaps I'll write later tonight.

half day at school today... yay.
i got home, slept from one to two and from two ten til two forty five.
i'm so tired lately, it's ridiculous.
then i had work from three thirty to ten.
i got my paycheck, not bad considering i called out sick one day.
two weeks = fifty nine hours.
my next paycheck'll be better considering black friday and whatnot.

we have new people at work.
they're cool, i suppose.
i guess it'll just take me a bit of time to get used to people's personalities and the idea of not just having the same old faces with me all the time.
diana didn't close today, lameee.
and mike vence wasn't feeling well.

the holidays are here, and i know exactly what i want.
though i know i probably wont get it. ::sigh::
i still have to make a list of what i want for christmas and what i have to get everyone else.
there's nothing that i really want, so it's kinda hard... i'll probably just ask for money.
well, i'm outta things to say and im tired yet again.

Current Location: snuggled under my covers.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the hum of philip.